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My love
Friday, April 28, 2006, 9:38 PM
I plunged into this pit
without thinking.
deeper and deeper I fell,
fearing that one day
I might just hit the bottom.
now, I finally made a decision.
a decision for myself.
maybe, I might regret someday.
but now, I believe that
my decision is right.
I’ve decided to stop myself
from falling deeper.
I shall climb up slowly,
with the help of time.
maybe in the future,
I don’t know when,
I will be able to walk
away from this pit and say smiling,
“ I’m over you.”
maybe sometime in the future,
I am able to revisit this blog
and laugh at the silly and
insensible old me.
don’t think that I gave up
without trying.
the answer was already
out obvious long ago.
it’s just that everytime,
I managed to persuade myself
that things might change.
it’s time I wake up.
I see people around me
with the one they love.
I could see happiness and love
without thinking.
deeper and deeper I fell,
fearing that one day
I might just hit the bottom.
now, I finally made a decision.
a decision for myself.
maybe, I might regret someday.
but now, I believe that
my decision is right.
I’ve decided to stop myself
from falling deeper.
I shall climb up slowly,
with the help of time.
maybe in the future,
I don’t know when,
I will be able to walk
away from this pit and say smiling,
“ I’m over you.”
maybe sometime in the future,
I am able to revisit this blog
and laugh at the silly and
insensible old me.
don’t think that I gave up
without trying.
the answer was already
out obvious long ago.
it’s just that everytime,
I managed to persuade myself
that things might change.
it’s time I wake up.
I see people around me
with the one they love.
I could see happiness and love
written on their faces.
feelings that I could never
experience or understand.
and I ask myself
“what do you want?”
nothing will come out of this.
to those who care,
I’m not okay.
but I will be, because
I am wanying.
so, my dear friends and sisters,
don’t worry about me.
I just need some time.
I will be okay.
oh! it’s raining!
and I didn’t know so many
pple knew and read my blog.
and I actually spilled
everything out here.
but never mind.
everything has come to an end.
it’s the ending of a chapter
and a beginning of another.
life goes on as usual.
this shall be my last post.
I might return someday,
when I think that my world
is fit to be called a fairytale.
now, my world is just
a complete mess.
tata people.
feelings that I could never
experience or understand.
and I ask myself
“what do you want?”
nothing will come out of this.
to those who care,
I’m not okay.
but I will be, because
I am wanying.
so, my dear friends and sisters,
don’t worry about me.
I just need some time.
I will be okay.
oh! it’s raining!
and I didn’t know so many
pple knew and read my blog.
and I actually spilled
everything out here.
but never mind.
everything has come to an end.
it’s the ending of a chapter
and a beginning of another.
life goes on as usual.
this shall be my last post.
I might return someday,
when I think that my world
is fit to be called a fairytale.
now, my world is just
a complete mess.
tata people.
♥ 9:38 PM